This is where I blab out what's on my mind. There.

(no. I will not translate this. I’ll be back to english on the next post.)

Há um ano atrás, sentia-me demasiado em baixo. Estou a ser sincero. Eu estava com dificuldades em passar no 9ºano, mas consegui passar…para depois meter-me numa alhada que vai acabar num par de dias.

Mas continuando.

Um dia, quando estava a fazer entregas pelas 6 da manhã, vi um cartaz. Dizia exactamente: “XL PARTY Porto – 16 a 19 de Julho de 2009. Vais?”
O que fiz nesse dia? Pedi dinheiro ao meu pai, fiz a minha mãe assinar a autorização para menores e fui lá.

O que senti nesse fim-de-semana foi das coisas mais espectaculares que ALGUMA vez senti na altura. Foi uma espécie de…liberdade. Podia estar a jogar até quando quiser, 24/7. Foi também aí que conheci a falecida Smash. Graças ao Folhadela, foi lá que acabei o Street Fighter Alpha 3.

mas continuemos com o que aconteceu depois desse fim-de-semana. O que realmente mudou a minha vida.

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Before you read this post:

1 – The necessary song. – Put this ready, and LET IT LOAD.
2 – The Sound effect. – Use this sound effect when listening to the music.
3 – Play the song and relax while you read this post.

Remember my outrage on Wednesday? Where I went crazy about me and my ex? Also known as… this?
Well, I’m going to be honest here. I was indeed depressed because of that story, but today I thought about it in a different perspective. Why did the relationship last one week? What did go wrong?

The answer to that is…because I was too quiet and calm for her. And she broke up.

No, I’m not going to start another melodrama here, because… I don’t care anymore. She didn’t want me… it’s her loss. She should’ve given me another chance to know me better…she didn’t want to. Now, to be honest, I NEVER told her that I was like this. She didn’t even allowed me to clarify that it was our first time together as boyfriend/girlfriend, so it’s majorly her loss. If she did indeed love me, she would give me another chance. She would say “Let’s try this again. I want to know you better”. But she did not give that chance. That proved she didn’t love me.

So I asked myself: “Is it worth crying and suffering from something that did not work? For something you did not tell before going into a relationship?”. I may be the one to blame, I did not tell her that I’m usually too peaceful in front of people, but what’s done is done. I can’t turn back now. I must move on and forget this. I must be happy with everything that I have.  A nice family, really fantastic friends, one awesome best friend, and a calm life. And I’m going to throw that away because of an error I made? Never, I tell you. Never.

Now, care to drink the #01 Blend with me? But before we drink in celebration of life, I’ll just keep this note in the box. Now, let’s toast.

Yes, I did announce on Twitter, Facebook and even on MSN that I was going to abandon the Internet for good. Now, that is a lie.

I WILL be off the internet…for 2 weeks. I need to get my head straight up and calm down about what’s been around my mind lately. like, for example, heartbreaks and knees.

Some exceptions to this 2-week break are:

- Twitter
- RadioSEGA
- Rumble Pack
- MSN (I’ll ocasionally appear offline or busy)
- Skype (in case I need to be apart of a show or something.)
- And, of course, this little blog.

I’m sorry I had to do this, but…I need to relax a bit.Even my knee isn’t getting a bit relaxed. Thank you for understanding.

By the way, this is going into the box. Again, see you in 2 weeks.